I heard, “You’re living in hell.“

In 2012, after receiving the Sacred Activations, I stayed in Glastonbury. The former curator of the Chalice Well held a dinner party there and invited me. We had the Chalice Well to ourselves for the night.

He took me out to the garden and placed me on a ley line. I didn’t know about leylines then. He said, “Listen and tell me what you get.” 

And I heard, “You’re living in hell.“

Shaken, I quickly stepped off the leyline, went back into the house, told him what I had heard, and he just looked at me like I was crazy.

Shortly after that, I went to Italy. I was in a restaurant by the sea, enjoying a glass of wine and watching the waves. As I sat there, I asked, “What is the 11th Activation?”. 

I heard, “You’re living in hell,” to which I immediately responded, “Well, that’s not something I want. I’m not running that Activation.”

When I returned to my apartment, Lord Metatron came to me and asked, “Do you want to release that?” 

I said, “Yes.”

And I saw all these cords, hooks, and attachments come off my body. The pain in my heart chakra, which used to hurt all the time, went away. Even the persistent pain in my shoulder disappeared within three days.

And this year, when I was at Stonehenge, I was told to walk around the center for about 20 minutes to connect with the energy. 

As I walked, I heard the activation “Heaven on Earth.” This was the same Activation I had received when I previously heard “You’re living in hell.”

But what exactly are Heaven and Hell?

In 2019, I was in Puerto Morelos, doing a three-day silence. Thoth came to me and said, “I want to take you into hell,” to which I replied, “No.”

He came back the next day and repeated, “I want to take you into hell.” 

Again, I refused, saying, “No, I don’t want to go there.” 

He then asked, “If you want to help people with the good, don’t you also need to know the bad? If you are everything and nothing can harm you, how can you be harmed?” 

I finally agreed. 

So, I went into hell and saw people repeating the same things over and over, torturing themselves. 

What blew me away was seeing that heaven and hell are both part of the fourth dimension.

They’re right there together, not separate at all. They’re both in the same space! 

When I was doing the Heaven and Hell Akashic Records Training,  I went into hell and saw my uncle there. 

My uncle loved to party. And my grandmother was very religious and believed such behavior would send someone to hell. Because of this, when my uncle died, he believed he had to go to hell.

I told him, “You don’t have to be here. You sent yourself here. You can leave.” And he left.

I’m sharing all of these stories with you because I want you to understand that Heaven and Hell are inside of us. They’re not somewhere else or out there. They’re right here, right now, exactly where we are. And they’re in the same level, just different frequencies. 

Heaven on Earth or Hell on Earth is entirely up to us to create. 

When you’re living in fear and get caught up in everything that is fear-based, it’s living in hell. And the more you focus on it, the more you create it.

It’s the same with heaven. The more you focus on everything that is love-based, the more you create love, peace, joy, health, abundance, and happiness. 

So, think about it – how are you manifesting heaven or hell in your life? 

Are you letting fear run your life, or are you trusting that the universe always has your back? Do you focus more on what you lack or what you have? Are you holding onto anger, or are you opening up to love? 

What do you believe you deserve? 

I know we’re getting more and more in heaven. But when you’re spinning out in hell, remember that the door of hell is always open, you can get out of the spin and reclaim your power. It is just one conscious choice away. 

Heaven is right here right now; choose to see it.